Thursday, January 21, 2010
I want to trade my life in for a NEW LIFE!
Seriously, I am freaking bored with how my life is going. I work, sleep, work, sleep. I know that's part of being a grown up. But also my social life is beginning to suck as well. I'm a social butterfly so it pisses me off. Most weekends I am at home doing nothing. Most of my friends are married, dating someone, engaged or have kids. Not that there is anything wrong with it. I am bored. I don't go to single wards or really church for that matter. Even if I did I constantly get the "why aren't you married spill." Am I that abnormal to be 28 and not married?! In Utah I am. I stopped going to church...because every week I would have SOMEBODY ask "why aren't you married yet?" I got sick of it. Seriously sick of it. I'm a good person. I've dated a ton and had numerous boyfriends. But even then it hasn't gotten me anywhere. I am sick of trying, sick of looking. I just want to active social life back. Is that too much to ask? I used to go out every weekend with friends. Now, I am lucky if I even leave the house on the weekend. I hate being alone! I'd rather do things with friends. I guess I should just start working all the overtime I can when I am able too..and screw having a life. Ugh.... I want a new life.. one that DOESN'T SUCK!!!!!
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hey Kari,
Hang in there friend! Im sorry you are having a hard time, Id love to hang out with you! You know Ive been dying to see New Moon again! Its just not the same going with the hubby I cant act like a teenager anyways let me know if you want too!
:( Sometimes a person needs a change of pace. Maybe you should move into an apartment or take a college coarse or take an institute class. Might help.
I don't think there's anything at all wrong with you, just because you don't have a husband or boyfriend...I know lots and lots of very fulfilled, single people - after all, Jesus himself was one! So pay no attention to people's intrusive questions.
I do hear you, though, about all the questions. We've been married 15 years and have no children. The questions do get very annoying and even rude after awhile. So you're not alone in having to fend off those unwanted questions...
Thank you guys! i am better now! Oh, Ashley isn't New moon coming out next month? I don't even think it's playing anymore.. Would love to hang out with you sometime though!
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