I'm at a crossroads in my life...

The older I get the more I realize. I may never find my "prince charming". Granted, I am very shy when it comes to men so that could also play apart of me not finding Mr. Right. I've seen so many women in my family and even some of my friends "just settle". I don't want to "just settle". I want to find a guy who makes me extremely happy. Someone I can make a wonderful life with. I'm approaching 28 in about a month and a half. I've dated a bunch of losers but also dated a few good guys. I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I am standing at a fork in the road and one way I can go is to marriage and children and the other way is a career. Right now, I am thinking my better option is just to focus on the career aspect. Everyone keeps telling me "when it's right it'll happen." I know people mean well when they say that. But to be honest, I get sick of hearing that. I am glad that I am older and didn't marry young. But, I am getting too old to just play the dating game anymore. Im getting really bored with life. Most of my friends are married with children. A few are divorced with children and then I have a couple friends who are single. I just don't know what to do anymore. Friends have set me up with some great guys but we just didn't click. I am not picky. I like well rounded guys who have a good head on their shoulders (so if you know anyone who is 27-37 and single let me know!). Did that make me sound desperate? My mom is getting married next year for the 2nd time. I just want to get married once and have it be forever. :)

I did it!!

Well for the past 2 weeks I was in CITC at work. It is an instructor training class. And I passed with flying colors. I put in for an instructor job in my department and they hired me so I had to do the training before next January so I can teach classes. I am very stoked. I have some awesome instructors that I will be working with! The class at times was overwhelming but I did not quit! :). YAY for me! :). I worked for a month and then got furloughed for a very brief time. Now, hopefully I can get another week or two of fun in! :). We shall see..

I can't believe it's August already!

I really can not believe how fast time goes sometimes. For the next 2 weeks I will be in my instructor training class. I am actually really nervous. Mainly because I hate public speaking. I will feel more comfortable when I am training my coworkers. This class is going to have people from all over the service center there. I know I will do a good job because I have trained a lot at my last job and I did a good job doing that. But still not knowing what to expect in class is making me nervous! I'll be okay! The workload is still slow, however, we are gonna start getting hit hard here in a few weeks. And we will be busy up into december. Each year it's so different.

I am getting stoked for the U of U football season. Granted, I am not expecting much mainly because most of our seniors left. But, I am a true fan and will stick by my team :). They could surprise me this year ;).

My addiction to American Idol is over. The show I have enjoyed more is "So You Think You Can Dance". I am going to the top 10 "dance tour" on November 7th! I am so excited. It'll be fun! I am going with my friend Felice, her mom Laurell (it'll be her birthday), and my friend Tiffany. It'll be fun girls night out. And it better be worth 70 bucks! :).

I went and saw Harry Potter 3 times! :). I want to see it a few more times! I absolutely loved it and I love the series! :). Looking forward to "New Moon". :).